It's been hundreds days, I never touched my blog..
Well, they work out of both ways
But if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang"
since I've been through some heavy moment in my life these days..
Loosing someone who I trust and love the most...
Being betrayed by someone who ever known as my only one..
things had changed..
from everything to nothing..
promise turns to rubbish...
as I said before..
special things are switched to some usual ones..
but then,
In my darkest side of my life...
I could find so many stars are shinin'
up on the sky of my mind....
yup.. they are MY BEST FRIENDS..
they told me...that..
1. THIS IS NOT the end of the world..
2. I still have a beautiful, adventurous, and great life in front of my eyes..
3. I'm NOT ALONE
4. They know it's NOT EASY... but it DOES NOT mean that I can't face it, they just need some times..
5. JUST BELIEVE that this might brings something WORTH it
6. The most important things.. they promise me that...THEY WILL TRY THEIR BEST FOR ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME...^^
At least that's what I have left and hold on to nowadays..
Those things that make me stronger day by day...
Even some times....rocks are keep rollin in my head..
Even it seems so hard, but i promise i'll get over it..
i just need times,, guys...
and thank you so much for your affections and kindness for me..
I REALLY DO APPRECIATE IT...
love you so much...guys...
(Eyka, Wening, Adria, Gerry, Rivi, Dila, Ditto, Amenx, Adin, Elang, Dyo, and my Mom finally....hahhaha^^)
mmm.. last but not least...
to Mr.Az,
thx for helping me through this rough times
by every words that u sang..
"And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh, just remember that telephonesWell, they work out of both ways
But if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang"
